Nervion

1. Home, hated home...
you can't run because of your comfort 
you can't think because of sweet taste
it's time to fly out to the light, to get closer
and towards the wind hold up your face

The celling, the walls, the order of things
dissolving your body so many years

the absurd of the freedom, 
the nonsence of comfort
all that I had is deprived by myself
I'm leaving the house
and now I'm happy
but home will be waiting whatever it takes


2. Little Chaos
They know what they want
you stand at the bottom of deep pit
yelling they're wrong
yelling you're higher than Sun, that doesn't exist
Say them that emptiness is full of sense
And color of puppets, and smell of the dead are all they need
You'll save one more life if you find yourself


3. Silence
The inner voice leads me to light,
it draws me to the truth
but something has happened this time
shout stops
and now there's silence within these four walls

boredom and routine eat me away
seeing no light
i find no reason to stay
stay in this life i can't feel delight

is there someone who makes me do it?
is there someone who's taken my life?

the outbreak of mind
the finding of sence
how long will it take 
till get swallowed by silence


4. Machina Animata
see all with your eyes
trust nobody to reveal
your personal truth
time to stop telling lies
that we do not kill
that this all is important for you

Machina Animata!

we all are connected with it
they kill not for us
they kill only for money
till we don't refuse
they will find it funny
but there are some people which do not perceive
though nobody wanna stand out
scream, you're not a killer
as you are so strong 
not because you can kill species who is weaker

it is heard from everywhere, that nothing can be changed, that it gets worse just for myself. but I'm the another one. I believe in myself. I get out of the shadows to take your hand.



Violence For Hurley

5. No name
too little of light
too much of lies
look at the stars
they can see your life
they can see your soul
not just the shell
just let your pain go...

*under any color of skin or hair (or lack of it), tattoes and piercing, under incredible number of clothes and shoes, inside of every human the little, another world is found. if it is unknown, you cannot treat this human one way or another, only by considering the shell.


6. To the victims of War
cold rain drops cover these eyelids,
this grey skin of children
and there is no answer
who and for what has them stolen
hearts full of thoughts
eyes like a glass
crumbled by notes
souls turned to dust

how can we live
if shouts of the killed aren't heard?
how does it feel
if the spilled blood isn't seen?
we can not give up
we can't pass this by
we can make it stop
together we'll win this fight!

all this despair and this evil
tells false from the truth
by killing the people
nothing's the future for you
just open your eyes,
see the heart of the beast
we can look behind,
we can believe that tomorrow exists!

*The most horrible things created by human to achieve his aims are wars and violence. In this capitalistic society the war means great profits for government and private corporations. 
It is the peolpe control tool. millions of people become disabled, receive psychological scars and condemned to death because of commercial advantages for the upper class, bankers and all kinds of traders.
do't serve! make love, not war!


7. The strong
there was a hope in their hearts 
that this all could be stopped
that a man who is stronger cannot decide
who is to blame and who is to die

they keeped going on
until they closed their eyes
but they've left with us
more than a memory
more that just a memory...

*Stanislav Markelov, Anastacia Baburova, Natalya Estemirova, Alik Jabrailov and Zarema Sadulaeva. These people were killed in 2009. This list isn't complete. it'll turn to the huge one if I continue name all victims of government repressions. All these people have one thing in common: as journalists, lawers, human rights activists and just not indifferent to the human life people, they fought for fair and peace society creation. they fought against the violece, lawnlessness, fascism and interests of the powerful. they're ain't no more, but it doesn't mean that a wish for changing this world is over. this fact is the most deserved memory 


8. ..
together or closer
i don't know what it's supposed to
fading shadows of roofs,
the sunset of oblivion
the wind coming through
tears everything
nothing holds now